Are you resisting your own Transformation - find out by observing your Spinal Column
Spinal Column contains the spinal canal - the main energetic canal, not a news. A problem at any of its segments is an expression of the state of your health.
According to Tibetan Medicine , the spinal column is also an instrument for transformation, it helps to release old energy from the body and allows new energy to take in. When we resist this transformation, the spinal column responds with a blockage that causes pain and dysfunction. With time , this may lead to developing a curve and later, it becomes a vicious cycle.
Observing the problems in your spinal column, find out how you resist your own transformation:
Disorder, confusion, running from life;
feeling you are not good enough;
endless internal chatter;
serving the attitude: " what would others say".
Turning common sense down,reluctance to know or to understand ;
indecisiveness, discontent, indignation, feeling hurt, guilt,
lack of internal balance ;
denial of own spirituality .
Taking on the responsibilities of others;
feeling guilty for others,
"biting more then you can swallow";
sorrow, indecisiveness,self punishment.
Succumbing to anger, pity;
suppressed emotions, "unshed tears"
Sarcasm, fear, humiliation;
fear to express yourself;
negation of the good;
Attempting "to fix" others, lack of flexibility;
big burden, overwhelming.
Confusion, sense of helplessness, feeling incapable of achieving anything
Too much to do, unable to navigate in it;
hiding from life
Unwilling to feel, rejection of heart;
Internal chaos, old deep wounds, unable to communicate.
Need to blame others for your mistakes ;
Dumping emotions, rage;
don't let go of emotions
Nailed deeply inside,accumulated emotions;
fear from the future , constant worrying, lack of self-love;
anger at life
Refusing to enjoy life;
hanging-on to pain
Obsessed with thoughts about being unsuccessful, resistant to accept your own good
Blaming others; perceiving self as a victim; sense of life misleading or betraying you
Refusal to create own destiny; need of being a victim ("it's all my fault")
Low self esteem;
fear of established relationships
Refusing the right to live;
lack of hope and fear of love;
Inability to process
Crying for love and need to be alone;
lack of sense of safety
Inability to forget childhood trauma;
don't see an outcome
Sex abuse, poor to inadequate attitude to sex ;
Denial of sexuality;
lack of financial stability;
fear for professional career ;
sense of powerlessness
Lack of sense of safety, difficulty in communicating;
inability of enjoyment;
Old anger; powerlessness
Lack of internal sense of balance;
Hanging -on anything ;
attachment to old hurt/pain;
Remember: with changing just a little in ourselves , we are changing the world